I’ve only ever wanted one thing from you, I’ve tried to earn it and I’ve begged for it. one thing. And you give it away in a heartbeat, practically throwing it at her.. Your trust, your love, your genuine like of her and your compelling need for her attention. You talk to me like you hate me, you don’t want to talk to me at all anymore as a matter of fact, the things you’ve said to me and called me you would never let them slip through your lips in her presence. From her you kept nothing, but from me you keep everything, good or bad. We dont connect like we used to because I’m trying too hard and you have up a long time ago, you take any gift of attention from me and twist it so that it’s a negative thing.
You never try to learn how upset and unstable I feel, how bad my thoughts genuinely get, you’ve never showed concern nor took the time to ask me if I’m okay, not even a second to learn how I think. But what makes it worse is how you do know me, my personality, how ill react to certain things and you use it against me to show me how I’ve changed, pointing out my faults as if I don’t know them.
I want everything from you, call me selfish.. But I can’t help it. I guess I just don’t know you anymore.